Went

Metel went on a dinner date.

Jam, Ja, Aimee, Peach and Milela went on a movie date.

Bully bestfriend and Randilaine can't went out of PSB.

Ferds just went out of Orix and on his way back.

Geother went home.

Mark F, I do not know where he went.

I went here. Just here sitting, waiting, wanting.

After a few lines, I put on The Verve's new album Forth on the playlist. Look outside the building. I see my reflection on the glass window behind silhouetted buildings and dim lights. End of today. End of Thursday. End of work. Soon it'll be Friday. Friday's sitting beside me, waiting, wanting.

I was wondering...for all the things that happened, all that is said and done, all that was yesterday, was there a time I wasn't hoping, expecting for a little more, something better, something that I can say gladly 'This was meant for me'. All I was sitting for, waiting for, wanting for, was just around the corner - without hesitation or false hope. Well, I wasn't. But I learned to let them go. Let them go. A song said 'for a dream to happen, you have to let them go'.

I believe there is always a place a person belongs aside from home, aside from wherever ego/pride brought us. A place which resembles who we are - our traits, personalities, hopes, fears. Someday soon, I'll be in that place. I'll just have to let it go.

-Rav