It's almost three years already. Back then I was full of hope, energy and determination, excited to grasp every opportunities waiting now that I passed the 2006 board examinations. I did well. That's good news, and even our neighborhood rejoices.
Three years. What good have I done so far? What have I accomplished? Well I'm an auditor for three years, what else can I say. Experience. Friendship. Work, tons and tons of them!
Whenever I look back at my old self, I would always say, nothing much changed, except that I aged, I got more wrinkles, I got a job and got more wrinkles. A lot of things that I still don't understand. There's a lot of things unacceptable. Things with so much burden. Dreams, they'll forever be dreams. Selfishness growing and growing.
Where am I heading really? I'm putting a lot of energy to things I don't understand. I don't know. Maybe I'm just walking to places with so many paths, a room full of doors, fields of a thousand acres, or a sidewalk filled with splendid distractions.
Sometimes I just can't trust with what my heart desires. I may be too afraid of the outcomes or too afraid to trust. I always want to play things safe, not to hurt and not to be hurt. I know life can't be happy at all times because there's a lot of feelings around the circle and what are they here for just for me to be happy. If I put some courage to trust, then what?
1 comment:
i agree that you got more and more wrinkles.
It's normal to be lost and disillusioned. Ako nga ang tagal na eh. Hehehe..
Well whatever the outcome, just don't lose hope. There's always a silver lining after the rain. And tomorrow will always be another day.
Huh? Ano daw? Hehe.. Carry on dude.
Someday, life will be better for all of us.
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